Ups and downs..

Today started of very well indeed. Well, it started off with church, but after that it was all gravy (and with dinner, actual gravy).

T4 was doing a show on Beyonce, meaning my sister stared at me strangely as I sang along to classic Destiny's Child tunes.

I then generally didn't do much. Played some skate 2, some rock band, and got annoyed at a constantly failing internet.

Tonight was very up and down emotionally. But it ended very very happily. I feel so secure in my relationship, so so lucky. I've just got this feeling that it's right, and that while other relationships would be possible, and nice, and I'd have a good time, that there's something special in this one. I really, truly believe that I've found someone that not only understands me perfectly, but manages to make me feel confident and physically accomplish things that I can't do on my own, nor can anyone else get me to. 

Sometimes I need to be reminded of this. But really, it'll keep going as long as it just feels right, which is does.

Anyway, I just finally filled in some of my UCAS form, a vital step in sending off my application. Hopefully I'll have it sent off by the end of the month. 4 weeks. Let's do it.

Seeing as it's past midnight, I've now been with Shob for 22 months.So exciting.

xxx